Well must of you know that alot has happened in the last few weeks. 3 have died, a car crash and a friends 22 year old daughter ill in hospital. This morning we heard that my friends daughter has only a matter of weeks left and I am finding it hard to cope with everything that life has thrown at me.
The one thing I did do on Tuesday after my FIL’s funeral was go and see my parents. It’s been 6 years and I went there and made peace with my mum and dad. It was hard to go as wasn’t sure how it would go but I went and spent an hour talking to my mum. I haven’t forgotten what has happened between us but I am so over it and just want to be happy with them in my life. I told my mum I didn’t want to be told her or dad had died before we made peace.
The last few weeks have sucked big time and this has made me rethink life and what I want. I haven’t put anything in place yet but it will happen.